You learn some of life’s harshest lessons as well, when you live on your own for the first time, some of life’s toughest lessons. Lurpak Spreadable is… un-spreadable.That was the most recent one. That was a tough one to take.
This work needs to be in tomorrow 9am. Obviously not going to happen if I cant physically do the fucking work.
Also need another tutor to help me. She was meant to be here half an hour ago. Still not here.
Been told what to do. Asked tutor if shell up my grade if I do it. said its still dodgy. DONT TELL ME TO DO SHIT IF IT ISNT GOING TO WORK.
tutor first told me that i can redeem my one referral by doing really well on this final project. so i’ve been working super hard.
read a message on monday saying “if you don’t hand your referral work in by thursday 9am you wont get an exhibition”. so i went up to my tutor and said “just to be clear, i am doing the right thing? cos you said to do this”. she went “no you have to continue your last project”.
THANKS FOR TELLING ME THAT NOW. its bad enough when one tutor tells you a different thing to another tutor, but the SAME tutor. fuck me.
she said “we’ll sort it out tomorrow” (yesterday).
so yesterday i went up to her and asked when we could sort it out. she said afternoon. so i waited until half 2 and then i went up to her again. she said, “let me just make a cup of tea and i’ll be over to you”. i waited until about half 5, when i was really pissed off, to go and check on her. the office lights were off so she’d gone home.
i’m getting increasingly fed up of this course. i’m expecting shit to go wrong and i despise it.
i have a day. a fucking day to sort this out. and for once it’s not my fault.